Sometimes you feel you dont even deserve to be living!
Sometimes you feel you will never learn!
Sometimes you feel you are just naive to go on trusting people (after all the lessons)!
Sometimes you feel you are a fool to go on seeing only the good side in people!
Sometimes you feel you are too innocent, decent and dignified to thrive in this world!
Sometimes you feel this world wasn't meant for you!
Sometimes you feel God actually made a mistake making you the way you are!
Sometimes you feel God is just having fun at your expense!
Sometimes you feel you are just an object of Heavenly mirth when you motivate yourself!
Sometimes you feel you were fed with a pack of lies about the Omnipotent!
Sometimes you feel you are just vain to go on dreaming!
Sometimes you feel you are just immature when you refuse to accept you are'nt born to win!
Sometimes you feel you will never succeed!
Sometimes you feel you are a loser. Loser with a capital letter L!
Sometimes you feel the 'Loser' is stamped right across your forehead, for all to see and exploit!
Sometimes you feel its just not worth pretending everything's okay!
Sometimes you feel there is a limit to everything!
Yesterday, I think that limit got breached!
I GIVE UP
Give up on hoping things will turn better.
On convincing myself that the past was someone else's naivety!
Give up on cribbing. Anyway, it never made any difference.
10 comments:
Hey that was one simple great thing...
very very well written...I am happy that I landed up here..don know how...
keep up !
happy birthday!
and hey...i felt the same things..but then dont you think its that hope that things might turn better that makes us wanna live?! if there was no hope for a better tomo...i'd better hang myself! ;)
:) i hate birthdays too.
with the wisdom of my age (:P) i will tell you we didn't come here to accomplish anything. so stop feeling depressed about it. and abt the Loser thing, learn to take pride in it (thats what i did)
And i am NOT jobless. I make it my business to read as many blogs as poss (as agatha christie would put it i like studying human nature) but with ur blog i realised my comments were not appreciated. i just break from my resolve to comment once in a while
#Rashi
hmm... good you did! and thx... funny, that you screech out of desparation, and people call it music...:)
#Vineet
thanks buddy! till now i used to rely on that hope... sometime (maybe soon)i will get back to too.. but right now, Im am just existing.... and it feels like Im doing something new, for a change.. so sh'd be fine :)
#Rama...
No comments.... if you think I insulted you, Im sorry, I didn mean to..
But if you really look back, you'll notice you're the one who started it.... and regarding being jobless, you sh'd go back to th first comment you made on this blog, and you'll notice it was you who actually suggested it!
I know Im being nasty... but I dont think I care anyway! Iv stopped being the Apologizer in chief of the world...
you say sorry and then say you have stopped being apologiser-in-chief.
about my comment of being jobless, i really didnt remember it. i am capable of contradicting myself the very next day and this is a matter of few months. anyway, at that time i was fairly jobless, now i am neck-deep in work.
for all ur talk of not caring, u do seem to be very sensitive. you will prob grow out of it in a couple of years.
and that, is probably a pity
rama
th sorry was the good natured part in me (which Im doing my best to do away with).... maybe I am sensitive... oh hell, I AM... why cant I be..?
but about not caring, the other option is sitting and crying over it (which has a limit)...
and anyway, it seems the only thing to do.. cause noone else seems to care.. I cant remember anyone apologising to me in the last one year.. or is it that just because you manage to put up a smile, and not be nasty with people, everyone assumes that you are NOT hurt?
and thanks for that last sentence.. cos I still dont know what you intended to say... anyway, I dont think I can keep up with this much longer... Ill put a farewell post on here sometime soon!
hi..well written :). . I guess sometimes we all just feel human!?I made the resolution to give up cribbing about a trillion times..but believe me it never works. . .I have now convinced myself that man invented language to satisfy his need to crib :P
hey ab, cheer up. i will say sorry for being nasty.
:(.....why oh why arst thou sooo sad....???????...well wel...thnku for dropping by
oh shit!!!... that sounded like reading my own thoughts!!.. i love the way u write.. u rock!!.. :-)
one of those days where nothing's going right!!.. story of my life..
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