Back to insanity

Well, I tonsured my head yesterday (and while were at it, I must tell you I dont look as bad as I expected myself to look when I did it). Of course theres the question, why did you do it if you didnt expect it to look good. Well, to be honest I dont know. But I have some theories. First of all it was revenge. Revenge against the estimated 6billion+ in the world for keeping my mailbox empty for over a week.
Hey, by the way, just for your information, Im on the lookout for friends. Friends who are not too busy for me. I seriously dont understand how someone whos 21 can be busy. I try to pack my day with as much of work as possible, and I still seem to have all the time in the world.
Theory number 2, and by far the more authentic, or rather sensible, is a break. Yeah a break from sanity. Do things simply for the sake of doing it. Well, I think thats why the chicken crossed the road too. Simply. And why not? Without thinking of the consequences. Reckless abandonment. Childlike. Well thats how I used to do things sometime ago. But then, I guess, even I grew up. Started working. Hated my job. Hated everyone who encouraged so far. Hated my friends you know why. Lived in self inflicted misery. Pitied myself god knows how many times.
Then somehow, I guess, when God got tired of the whole thing, He decided to put some sense. in. Thats when I realised that I had to take control. Forget the past. Rather, dont let it dictate your present. Rather move on. And most importantly start relishing the job youre stuck with for 3 years(God!). And thats exactly why I decided to shave my head. Do something you wouldnt normally do. Do something for the sake of doing it, even if it makes you seem crazy. After all, its all a mental thing. And you know what, its worked.
After so long, I did an honest days work at office.
So this is what I suggest. forget about appearing sane. Live your life your way. And DONT CARE.
This world is too silly to accept it, but it doesnt pay to be straight necked all the time!!!!!